Saturday, November 26

Matt's Blog has complete holiday coverage:

http://kringer.blogspot.com/

Monday, November 21

Return to Chemo -- start of round 4

Most chemo mornings I roll out of bed as late as possible and procrastinate the morning dull-drums as long as I. Then if I'm lucky, we depart in the thick of the morning rush hour. This last Friday I rose much earlier than the sun to take Matt to the airport. (Matt was in Nashville, TN for a Youth Work Convo). So the lovely and gracious Ms. Dawn Kujawa took a day off work and joined me (some will recall her as the self titled 'Bride's Bitch' from our wedding. After watching the wedding video this week I realize just how much work that poor chick had to do--- needless to say she has earned my undying affection and admiration). When I returned to the apartment to await Dawn's arrival (she also had to rise much earlier than the sun, and much earlier than her alarm typically wakes her).

Once at UIC we did the hurry up and wait thing, that hospitals are so good at. Eventually we were ushered into a chemo room-- where we played Uno, and I believe that there was no clear victor after the 4th round. I then slept through the entire ordeal of receiving my very special chemo cocktail. After my nap, I was feeling pretty good so we saw the newly released Pride & Prejudice. This was excellent! Much MUCH better than the 5 hours of film by PBS / BBC. I highly recommend it.

I'm still disappointed with the lack of clarity of when I'll be done with treatment and what exactly treatment will look like. The three weeks I went without treatment were a great reminder of much missed sense of normalcy.
In the mean time it looks to be a very normal Thanksgiving for me. Tuesday I get to take Matt on his second journey to LaRue, OH. It promises to be laid back (and probably boring)-- I think boring may be a nice trade from our typical drama. Mostly I'm looking forward to seeing old pals, family, and the hot tub on the folk's back porch.

Happy Turkey Day everybody!

Wednesday, November 16

5.5 x's 2 cm's

5.5 x 2 c.m is the size of the tumor in my chest.

It's still there. When found it was 7 x 3.5 c.m.s. So chemo is working.


But I'm not done. after today's appointment, it's a wait and see position. I'm at least having all 6 rounds now (hello february). Just for kicks, Dr. Chen actually mentioned maybe having to do 8.

I'll do another round of chemo. have a cat scan. then depending on how much the tumor decreases in size will determine if I'll have (gulp) radiation.

Possible game plans after the fourth round:

if the tumor stubornly fails to shrink-- more chemo + radiation.
If the tumor is gone -- two more treatments.
If the tumor is there but has deminished in size-- will go 8 rounds.

keep in mind these are doctors, and they could change there mind again.

in the mean time, it's a cold and blustery day in chicago-- good for sulking.